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Jul. 10th, 2007 04:21 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
[Filter: Noel]
The pass ... why, this is just amusing, we're going backwards. We were just here, do you remember? And we were both so happy because we were so close to home. We should have known, shouldn't we have? Lured into a false sense of security, that's how it goes, isn't it?
I feel much better, which brings me no satisfaction, but at least I don't want to die. The arrow wounds are healing nicely. And the tongue, well. What can be said? It hurts, and I can't speak, but it hurts less.
I don't want to still be alive, and I'm alive. I'm feeling better, and I'd rather be dead. It's irony, isn't it?
Yes, I know you're dead, dear, but ... well. Right now, I'd rather write to a dead man than write to myself. How pathetic.
It's ironic that it's easier saying what I want to you when you're dead.
The pass ... why, this is just amusing, we're going backwards. We were just here, do you remember? And we were both so happy because we were so close to home. We should have known, shouldn't we have? Lured into a false sense of security, that's how it goes, isn't it?
I feel much better, which brings me no satisfaction, but at least I don't want to die. The arrow wounds are healing nicely. And the tongue, well. What can be said? It hurts, and I can't speak, but it hurts less.
I don't want to still be alive, and I'm alive. I'm feeling better, and I'd rather be dead. It's irony, isn't it?
Yes, I know you're dead, dear, but ... well. Right now, I'd rather write to a dead man than write to myself. How pathetic.
It's ironic that it's easier saying what I want to you when you're dead.